The most important lesson I’ve learn

Life might be harsh sometime. Majority of us will never know how hard it hurts, especially for the young generation who just born. They do not know anything but what they only know is that things would be easy for them. So, back to the story, I do receive this kind of thought in my mind, with all begins from secondary school days.

I was still a freshman at that time. Circling with loneliness is what I felt at that. I have hard time making friends and hard to open myself to people. I saw groups of people start making in their line while me, still standing at the corner like nothing has happen. As soon as the alarm rings, “ding, ding, ding!” I soon rush to the line where I suppose to be. Standing under the scorching sun creating a sun burn at my skin while thinking, “Is there anyone going to say to me since I am a new student?” but looks like no one really cares until we switch places to this other courtyard where usually the secondary students will gather there to have the morning dose of announcement. Really is exciting at first but got bored at the end. The session is not really interesting since you know what is missing? Yes. The friends, which, fun fact, I finally had one. She asked for my name at that moment, “Are you the new students who moved?” I said, “Yes, it’s me” with a puzzle in my head thinking, “How do they know I just moved?”. If you guys are wondering why I ask that, well, it is because it sounds like they knew me from somewhere which make me surprise. But due to me being shy, I tried not to ask her. Anyhow, I thought it is good to attach to her wherever she goes since she is the only person I recognise and is quite friendly to me. For two years straight, her and my other close friend have done many try out with first, they told me to find and sit with other friends and second is feeling disappointed due to me got retain from failing. All that I react to both of these is just crying hopelessly.

As day passed, I decided to change myself into a better person with improving myself by boosting confidence in both grades and friendship. It does not matter if I downgraded myself for one grade but as long as I survive, then nothing will go wrong. Talking by walking on the way home or tuition, waiting for them while discussing our works we done for the day, exchanging each other knowledge about the subjects we learn for the day and even having snacks together after school. Haha, such a wonderful time.

Now that I grown up, many of these things have improve my life. In conclusion, learning to be the best might be difficult as long as you willing to do it nothing will go wrong. Remember to endure the pain and never give up to rise again.